heyy yaaa :) <3


i just got back from hospital . yeah GREAT , i have to eat A LOT of medicine . urghh :/ doctor said that im migrain and stress . and when she asked me why , im speechless. my mum is beside me . gila apa. haha , i wanna deny it but some signs show that im stress and migrain. so i dont have to lie I GUESS. i just have to sit down and quiet . i know that the doctor will say that im stress . so , i dont have to be shock or whatever . i just put on some innocent little girl's face to my mom . nahhh SUCCEED :)


Urm , i dont know what am i gonna share to you this time . sooo thats all i guesss . I miss my school friends . ii had been 3 weeks since the last time i saw them :'( nvm nvm , thats aalll . toodles ~


with love , xoxoxx

Kiena Swan

happy birthday zafri ;)

happy birthday buddy ! may god always bless you and this is my wish for yaa :

Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”


bla bla bla . haha . you;re getting OLDER zafri ! kene la belanja aku setiap hari mcm ni xD oh and this song is specially dedicated to you because you've been a very gooddd penasihat to me xD





oh and about your gift , lepas exam aku bawak kau ye ONG ONG .







xoxo
Kiena Swan

“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

im the queen of problems . im like a magnet and keep attracting the problems towards me . BTW , I WANNA TRANSFER TO ANOTHER SCHOOL. idk when , where and bla3x . but i waant to . i didnt tell my mum , yet . sabar dulu kot . hmm :/

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ,Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)
im sorry if i've done something that hurts your feelings . i didnt mean to .

- well , raya is greaat . but , duit raya sikit -_______- HAHA
- semalam keluar pergi ruma kakmyra ~ hangout with kaksyera , nazrul ,sha and amar
it was fun :)
- esok hangout dkat klcc and pavi with my peeps . will update the blog later about it
- i just got to know thaat he and she has been talking shits about me behing my back. idk if i can still forgive them . all i know kene bersabar . hmm :/ nvm , i have friends who supports me .

btw , maklong has arrived . kene pergi dulu . bubye


xoxo :)

Your Guardian Angel Lyrics - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

i love this song :'(

malam ni nak balik kampung ^^ serious tk sabar , dapat jumpaa hantu(hantu tu nama burung hantu i haha) and dpat jumpe cousinss .hmm :) nanty insyaAllah i bawak laptop and broadband balik kampung , no worries . :p oh and suddenly , i feel like i've been missing someone in my life . and org tu ade;ah zafrriii . my doraemon ong ong . haha , zaaaff mcm mane aku nak cerita kat kau ni haaa? ish . true love is hard to find , aite? kalau jumpa pun , mesti je ada benda or halangan. im not trying to find someone whos perfect . im finding someone who can accept me , understand me , make me happy , loyal and etc . and the word perfect doesnt exist in my life . oh two days ago, i cried non- stop . wanna know why? its a secret haha . one day , you'll know it . i guess . thats all for now , gonna start packing my thingss . bubye and love ya readers :)

xoxo



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jieja, kak myra , kak syera , iela , najat , fareesya , zafri , el , nazrul , nazem , razin , wani , hir , acap , fared , syafiq , dania , alia , alyssa , nabeela, yasmin and others , just wanna wish selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin . if i've done things that had made you felt angry , im sorry . i didnt mean to . and thanks for making my life happy . im nothing without you *ececehh haha

today is fared's birthday . had a blasting moment with them ( jieja,najat,fared,acap,razin,nazem,hanif) at taman . we made a surprise to him , hoho . he is the birthday boy but why i yg kene lebih2 tepung? ishh ketuk kepala nazem ni karang baru tau -___- yeah its great lah kenekan org , dpt release tension ^^ hihi . then as usual , took many pictures of us and also we took many videos .or should i say stupid videos HAHA . thats all fer now , lately nothing happens . YEAH , NOTHING -.-


i miss my supersisters! kak syahirah and kak shamira . i love you guys and i wouldnt trade neither of you to anyone else ! not even edward cullen :p


xoxo
:)
p/s : im waiting for love :p

my heart hurts ,yes there's no need to suffocate , but in my case , it does :/
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTSSSS . im happy outside ,but yeah inside im dying :/ urgh , im waiting for miracle to happen

im sick with all those empty talks and lies . just be honest . i dont care if the truth hurts me , i guess :/ pleaseeeeeee. just ,please :(


-i've been waiting for a boy to bring the shine in my life . and i've been waiting too long . hmphh , i guess it will make one year ,then

wondering why we bother in love , if it never last ?

im happy . i never thought that i cn feel like this, again . aww <3 this feeling is so wonderful. i am sure tht you're wndering why , right? haha just wait :)