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Monday, December 6, 2010

Tension , migrain , stress , gastric . this is what i having . takpela , sabar kay kiena ?Tough in your life, Sakinah Suhaimi . Don't let other people step on you, be brave. Act rational not emotional. Life must go on.

You

i love you , thats all i could say :)

Monday, November 29, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :) hehe dah besar rupanya saya ni ya ? ;b tadi pergi klcc and pavilion . Best and penat gilaaaaaa haha . First first makan pizza then tgk movie then jalan jalan :b best ahhh . oh and rahsia i dah terbongkar . fuckk -,- haha . oh and tadi jieja and acap prank i . cakap dorg tk dtg la apa la . mcm babiiiiiiiiiiiiiii . tgk tgk dtg . hahah nasib baik :') Tadi ada amer , fatin , juqie , nana , acap ,kutie , zafri , ealyas , adib dgn sapa ah nama budak tu . lupa :p jieja and kakak dia pun ada , tapi lpas makan dia terus berpecah . beli apa tah . haha ;) it was fun baybayhh :)thanks a lot korg , i love you . and thanks to all who wished me . dalam 300 lebih jugak . terkezut gila ;o im grateful <3


XOXO

Kiena Swan

Monday, November 22, 2010

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Hello bloggers :] Today i went to Sunway with Jieja , Asyraf , Adib & Amir . It was fun :] bertolak dari lrt pukul 8 , then masuk lagoon pukul 12 mcm tuuu . Best gilaa laaaahhhh dekat sana , eventhough kitorg berlima je , tapi kenangan dia indaaahhh sangat :') Hee oh and thanks to the boys sbb jadi kuli i dgn jieja . Tolakkk je pelampung tu kannn ? haha . I'll update this blog again with some pictures kayy <3



xoxo


Kiena Swan

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

OKAY , IM BORING .





can anyone please tell me what should i do in this longgg boringg holidays ? erghh shitto . Haha , actually , i tak sabar nak pergi lagoon saturday ni with my peeps :) heck yeah , tapi tension tak tau nak pakai baju apa . like seriously hurmm -.- can anyone PLEASE suggest me ? T.T


xoxo

Kiena Swan

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

First of all , i wanna say , selamat hari raya aidil adha :) tak sabar nak tengok lembu kena sembelih esok wahhaha x)


Tadi ada lil birthday party fr kaksyera dkt rumah myra . Ada fatin zulaikha , fatini , shazree and nazrul . It was fun , though .I bersyukur sbb kitorg ber3 dah okay balik . Fatin , you sabar je kayy . Hmm kak syera punya birthday present , i gave her an owl necklace . Hee :)


Oh and tadi wali sent me a message on facebook . Wali is emm my daddy , i dont know how to describe him . Hes only 16 years old but seriously , hes like my real daddy . Lols thats funny . Hmm wali i miss you . Be safe at australia kay . Thanks fr the wish . Love you too


Apa lagi eh yg jadi hari ni ? hmm tu je la , so far so good :]





Thats all fr today <3




XOXO,

Kiena Swan

Monday, November 15, 2010

All of you are mad at me because i wear nail polisher? and what ? you think im gonna BUKAK TUDUNG? IM NOT LIKE THAT OKAY . i know who i am . people kept blaming me . dont you know that i have my own problems too . I CANT LIVE ON LIKE THIS ANYMORE . I CANT . I love all of you. You are parts of my life . I trusted you . I WANNA DIE IF THAT CAN SATISFIES YOU . yeah . Even with who im gonna friend with , IM STILL ME.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Kenapa semua orang dah berubah sampai mcm ni ? kenapa orang yang dulu i rapat sekarang da jadi pelik . sorang sorang . penat tahu tak mcm ni . kalau ada apa2 jadi , bagitau lah . jangan la sampai macam ni . its too obvious . ni yang rasa nak pindah sch ni HAHA .


Hmm hari ni i bukak saloon . Haha i gunting rambut kaksha and kak zu . Plus shampoo sekali okay x) we ended up dgn main air dalam toiletlet. Haha .


Lusa im going to survay some piano classes with nabeela :) yeah taksabar !



; yeah im smiling ,but inside im dying . I have unexplained feelings .

Saturday, November 13, 2010

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KAK SYERA !










or her full name , NUR SYAHIRAH BT . HAJI HANAPIAH :)

may god always bless you . You've been a great shoulder to cry and express all my feelings . I love you always , and do remember that ! :)If there's something that you're dreaming of then may it all come true, because you deserve it all. And i hope your Birthday gently breezes into your life all the choicest of things and all that your heart holds dear Have A Fun- Filled Day. I know you will have fun tomorrow , or should i say in a few hours more aite ? ;)


I LALALALALOVE YOU ! <3


xoxo

Kiena Swan

Friday, November 12, 2010

Dah lamaanya tak update blog kan? Hmm hihi . Hols dah nak dekat . This is my lists nak buat apa ;

1. Ambil piano class
2. Beli Dslr right after my parents balik hajii
3. Keluar 29th nov .Celebrate birthday :)
4. Pergi lagoon dengan jieja , fared , acap and lain2
5. hmm apa lagi? entah ! :b

WHATS UP?

nothing is up . semua down je . haha . Bosan la cuti ni , taktau nak buat apa . T.T someone PLEASE save me .


Pictures masa i pergi sunway haritu :]








Thats all for today . Till then , bye :)



XOXO

Kiena Swan

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Heyya bloggers , its been a long time since i update this thingy . Im busy lately , haha x) Finals were SHIT . Math punya marks mcm SAMPAH . bi paper 1 salah 6 . WTF , WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? i hate it ! shit ! damn !

Okay , enough with this shit . Now , i wanna talk about YOU . dah dah la tu , takpayah nak berlakon FAKE . we know who you are . Once you've done it to us , there will be no chance for you to be with us EVER again . All you want is popularity , doesnt you? Stop acting like this , chill . we know who you are , dramaqueen :) and actually , i thanked God really much , because you've done this to her . Finally , you show to the world , who are you . The real you . And my friendship with her is getting better than usual . Before this , you TOOK her from me .YOU STEAL MY OWN BESTFRIEND . sape tak terasa? sapa tak marah? DAH . ENOUGH . KBAITHANX

MY LIFE? now , im happy with it . I have jieja , qie , kaksyera , kakmyra , dina ,shaa , fatin ,Acap , zafri ,nazem ,nazrul , khairil , and many more ~ :)

My birthdy is coming , i hope it will be perfect ;)

Saturday, October 9, 2010

dear blogger , its been ages since i update . Bukan taknak , tak sempat . Too many things to do , too many problems to handle , too many bulshits to teach them some manners . Ppl nowadays , they dont know how to take care of other's heart . They're heartless and they always wanna find others mistakes . Sometimes , we HAVE to speak out loud and tell them .zzzzz stupidos . Yeah exam is around the corner . GREAT -.- and my parents are going to Mekah before my examination . crap oh crap . Hmm , nothing has change and nothing remains the same . I miss my old memories , but still i kinda love my new life now . LESS problem i guess . Jieja , KakMyra ,KakSyera .. you girls are the best . :D


okay enough with that , about koperasi . Yeah i become alk again . thanks to all who voted me :') *cehh haha . And when i talk about friendship . its kinda weird . Because A is blaming B for gossiping C . But A didnt blame herself when she was gossiping B with her classmates and she thinks that B doesnt know . Who is the backstabber now? huh whatever -.- i dont wanna mess with this problems . Weirdos . And some girls think that they're hot , pretty ,cute ,PERFECT! But all of that wont make they get God's blessing . I dont wanna talk abt this anymore , they wouldnt change.thats all for now .





XOXOXX ,
Kiena Swan

Friday, September 24, 2010

heyy yaaa :) <3


i just got back from hospital . yeah GREAT , i have to eat A LOT of medicine . urghh :/ doctor said that im migrain and stress . and when she asked me why , im speechless. my mum is beside me . gila apa. haha , i wanna deny it but some signs show that im stress and migrain. so i dont have to lie I GUESS. i just have to sit down and quiet . i know that the doctor will say that im stress . so , i dont have to be shock or whatever . i just put on some innocent little girl's face to my mom . nahhh SUCCEED :)


Urm , i dont know what am i gonna share to you this time . sooo thats all i guesss . I miss my school friends . ii had been 3 weeks since the last time i saw them :'( nvm nvm , thats aalll . toodles ~


with love , xoxoxx

Kiena Swan

Thursday, September 23, 2010

happy birthday zafri ;)

happy birthday buddy ! may god always bless you and this is my wish for yaa :

Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life.”


bla bla bla . haha . you;re getting OLDER zafri ! kene la belanja aku setiap hari mcm ni xD oh and this song is specially dedicated to you because you've been a very gooddd penasihat to me xD





oh and about your gift , lepas exam aku bawak kau ye ONG ONG .







xoxo
Kiena Swan
“Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending.”

Sunday, September 19, 2010

im the queen of problems . im like a magnet and keep attracting the problems towards me . BTW , I WANNA TRANSFER TO ANOTHER SCHOOL. idk when , where and bla3x . but i waant to . i didnt tell my mum , yet . sabar dulu kot . hmm :/

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri ,Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)
im sorry if i've done something that hurts your feelings . i didnt mean to .

- well , raya is greaat . but , duit raya sikit -_______- HAHA
- semalam keluar pergi ruma kakmyra ~ hangout with kaksyera , nazrul ,sha and amar
it was fun :)
- esok hangout dkat klcc and pavi with my peeps . will update the blog later about it
- i just got to know thaat he and she has been talking shits about me behing my back. idk if i can still forgive them . all i know kene bersabar . hmm :/ nvm , i have friends who supports me .

btw , maklong has arrived . kene pergi dulu . bubye


xoxo :)

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Your Guardian Angel Lyrics - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus






i love this song :'(
malam ni nak balik kampung ^^ serious tk sabar , dapat jumpaa hantu(hantu tu nama burung hantu i haha) and dpat jumpe cousinss .hmm :) nanty insyaAllah i bawak laptop and broadband balik kampung , no worries . :p oh and suddenly , i feel like i've been missing someone in my life . and org tu ade;ah zafrriii . my doraemon ong ong . haha , zaaaff mcm mane aku nak cerita kat kau ni haaa? ish . true love is hard to find , aite? kalau jumpa pun , mesti je ada benda or halangan. im not trying to find someone whos perfect . im finding someone who can accept me , understand me , make me happy , loyal and etc . and the word perfect doesnt exist in my life . oh two days ago, i cried non- stop . wanna know why? its a secret haha . one day , you'll know it . i guess . thats all for now , gonna start packing my thingss . bubye and love ya readers :)

xoxo



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jieja, kak myra , kak syera , iela , najat , fareesya , zafri , el , nazrul , nazem , razin , wani , hir , acap , fared , syafiq , dania , alia , alyssa , nabeela, yasmin and others , just wanna wish selamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin . if i've done things that had made you felt angry , im sorry . i didnt mean to . and thanks for making my life happy . im nothing without you *ececehh haha
today is fared's birthday . had a blasting moment with them ( jieja,najat,fared,acap,razin,nazem,hanif) at taman . we made a surprise to him , hoho . he is the birthday boy but why i yg kene lebih2 tepung? ishh ketuk kepala nazem ni karang baru tau -___- yeah its great lah kenekan org , dpt release tension ^^ hihi . then as usual , took many pictures of us and also we took many videos .or should i say stupid videos HAHA . thats all fer now , lately nothing happens . YEAH , NOTHING -.-


i miss my supersisters! kak syahirah and kak shamira . i love you guys and i wouldnt trade neither of you to anyone else ! not even edward cullen :p


xoxo
:)
p/s : im waiting for love :p

Sunday, September 5, 2010

my heart hurts ,yes there's no need to suffocate , but in my case , it does :/
IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTS IT HURTSSSS . im happy outside ,but yeah inside im dying :/ urgh , im waiting for miracle to happen

Saturday, September 4, 2010

im sick with all those empty talks and lies . just be honest . i dont care if the truth hurts me , i guess :/ pleaseeeeeee. just ,please :(


-i've been waiting for a boy to bring the shine in my life . and i've been waiting too long . hmphh , i guess it will make one year ,then

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

im happy . i never thought that i cn feel like this, again . aww <3 this feeling is so wonderful. i am sure tht you're wndering why , right? haha just wait :)

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

oh yeah its me again . terlupa nak cerita pasal buka puasa haritu . i went to wangsa maju with jieja , fared, acap, andi, razin, nadzim , nazrul , ealyas, hanif . ada yg tertinggal x ? :P makan dkt johnny , oh and cikgu pengakap sekali ! ni kira sebenarnya untk budak pengakap , tapi ramai yg menyebok . thanks belanja fared ! save duit aku :P i was tired but it was fun! and , my leg luka , menggelecet . bak kata kak syera , TEMPE betul la ! -.- tula pakai kasut baru tak pakai stockin . smpai skrg pun luka lagi --''




yesterday is kinda my happiest day . kaksyera , wali , hazmi and me menggubal balik relationship . hazmi will be my brother instead of my son xDD . weird family . haha I LOVEE IT <3


oh ! mine by taylor swift music video is so sweet . <3 LOVE IT !
im confused with myself, my feelings . zzzz , stupid confusing annoying mind . lately , there's nothing much happen . and i feel that im feelingless now . its better i think . this boy ask me to wait for him to online. Hoish , i've been waiting like 2 hours wehh -___-'' where are you?






i am damn boring . so i took this picture . sumpah sakit mata xD







oh and gmbar nie . kitorg cat bendera malaysia . penat woo :p saksikanlah ye hasilnya nanty di sekolah :D


thats all for now . will update this blog ,soon~

Thursday, August 26, 2010

i know i've done a lot of things that are wrong . yes i know and im not perfect . what do you get from spreading all the bad news and bad things about me? you know that im so frustated now , right ? can you just apologise, and i can forget evrything . i know lots of people who doesnt really like me . and for all my haters, im sorry . if i have the strength , i will transfer to another school, but give me time . but for now, hmm . idk . dulu , i love to go to sch, i mean im happy at sch rather at my home. but now , sch is a total nightmare . i hate to go there, i hate to see people sick glances to me. im a normal girl - i have feelings too. dont you even care? i know who are my haters . yeah if you can see , im a happy girl . but inside , im dying and no one knows how it hurts

Sunday, August 22, 2010

LAGENDA BUDAK SETAN , the first malay movie i ever watch :b it was great- really , im nt lying. i cried okay , haha the movie is interestingg. i cant stop crying even if dgar soundtrack tu . THE BEST MALAY MOVIE EVERRR !

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Friday, August 20, 2010

started to love hilary duff again . haha , i lovee her since standard 5. she has a very sweet voice . if you havent watch the 'raise your voice' movie yet , better watch it . it is friggin cool :D its not a new mov btw . haha .

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me



p/s : this song kinda fits me :)gotta be strong

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Monday, August 9, 2010

okayy it was fun hanging out with shamyra , nazrul,nazem,fared,acap,razin and many more. we meet up at lrt tman melati , and thanks to nazrul . we had to wait for him fr almost 30 minutes -.- hhaha . okayy then straight pergi pavi ,watch the airbender movie. err , its kinda cool. aang was really cute . hidung dye kembang :8D haha :p and then the end . malas nk type haha

Thursday, August 5, 2010

life

my life is getting miserable . cant i just enjoy my life ? to all my loves , thanks for standing right behind me no matter in any situation . thanks kak myra , you're the sweetest sis i've ever know. i love you . zafri , thanks sbb dah banyak mendengar luahan jiwa dan raga aku -.-'' eventhough sometimes it sounds silly . haha. err iela ! thanks too, you make me feel loved <3 also kaksyera ,jieja , nazrul , adib ,nadzim , ely , alia . you guys are the greatest <3 i'll never forget it .
especially to kakmyra and zafri , you guys know how was my condition when i loose myself in the past . now , i have to keep living on . eventhough my problems can never let me take a break . i always think that , if i didnt exist in this world, will everything will be better. hmphh thats all . i wont let you know all of my pain haha

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

B to the O the R to the I to the N to the G. BORING!!

im now currently at school. gile bosan. taktau nak buat ape. eh guys ,dah bace buku the host? by stephenie meyer . this book is amazingly interesting . I adoree stephenie meyer <3<3 she's my idol now haha

150x200 Pictures, Images and Photos


hmphh , my life is getting better ,now. this sunday ade story telling competition ,in bm . takhafal sangaaat . hopefully i'll do the best (!) pray for myy victory kayy

Saturday, July 24, 2010

kursus pengakap

tadi ada kursus pengakap, best lah jgaakk <3
i've learned lots of things todayy
and banyak bnda kelakar jadi tadi
goshh, mr annoying , i didnt mean to laugh at you, but serves you right.
sape suruh annoying sgt -.-''
mase balik kursus, naik scooter 3 org dgn nazrul and hir -.- tapi kejap gila kot
nazrul penakutttttt! haha :b
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guys, betul ke i've changed? i think that this is the real me
you hve to accept it
takkan lah i je yg kene menerima att org lain
habes, what about me?
pleasee pleasee pleasee, kalau nak mengumpat pun
jgn mengumpat blkg2, ckp je kat dpn2 ape yg takpuas hati sangat
for your information, im not perfect like you.
you're the angel, perfect kan,takbuat slah lansung.
and my friends, i think tht you guys are avoiding me
idk why :(
i hate this stupidd feeling.
you guys are too important to me
so just,please.
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and now, its about love.
guys, im not in a relationship with anyone. -.-
im totally single. im not gonna promote myself or what.
its just that im afraid that there'll be some ppl who misunderstood
and i dont care about what that you think of me.
i am me.
i never change
this is me
and peeps, i've fallen in love.
but, now im afraid to fall in love ,again
my heart had broken into pieces
and i dont wanna repeat that again
please, gimme some time.
to recover.
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thats all,
xoxo
<3

Friday, July 23, 2010

.

*Girls want nothing more than to feel loved, attention, caring, appreciate*
yes that is right (!) ,


there is one week , when im totally down, had a fever and bad headache, got hurt , cant walk, .
my heart is totally broken that time . and i wanna say thankyou to my evrything, kak shamyra and to zafri because they had been a great help. they help me to move on. eventhough i still really cant.
my life is so miserable. problems keep coming without a break. sometimes, i just cant stand it . feeling the pain alone ,trying to hide it and pretend that im happy . its torturing me . but now, it doesnt seem like as hard as before, i've move on. trying to be a better girl i guess. im happy with my life now though i didnt get what i want. what that i really want. its okayy i think . i hve to accept the fate.
thanks again to kak myra and zafri, you guys are the best !

hmm , im sleepy . gtg ,byee

new blog , new hope

this is my new blog ,i miss my old one
but idk why tak boleh bukak and nvm, blog tuu dah boleh buat sgale rahsia terbongkar haha
but i guess it is better because i have to forget all my past eventhough now i became miserable bcause of that
people says that i've changed.
haha , i dont know whyy, -.-
tu je lah kott . bye